Last day of Summer :D

SHIT SHIT SHIIIIT :S !!
Tomorrow is my first day of school :S . . and What is it . . Like 3:05 a.m. , and guess what , I Can't Sleep -.-"
Nothing new ya3nii , bss no 7ARAM ! I need to rest before my first day of this SHIT !! I mean School -.-'' . . AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH , Feel like crying T.T , well . . not really , bss ya3nii :S
Sho haa ! I Should sleep . . EFFFF !!
anyway I'mma Talk about my day :D
I had a pretty good one (Y) . So I went out with my best friends :D , 6ab3an we're enjoying our summer till the last minute XD . . so we went to the marina :D
it Was SUPER fun . . There was 6ab3an wayed hotties :P w-They say I looked cute today (a) [and by they i mean my bffs :P]
So There was this really CUTE guy , Chii LOVELY ! Handsome , Tall , Around 20 or SO !! which is SO HOT !! He was really cute :P and omg he was totally checking me out !! :P .. Ewww okay I know that sounded SOOOO WRONG ! , bss No wallah :P , He wasn't checking me out in that disgusting way :P . . La 7laailah , He was just looking ya3nii !
Chii I was soo into this totally Cool story that I was telling My Friends all about it , and I noticed enna he was cute , bss ana chee 6af ya3nii so what :P . . so I moved my eyes 3ala 6ool . . bss When I Looked at him again . . guess what , he was still looking AT ME (AA) . . omg that was SO embarrassing ;$ . . Hehe (a) , and No he wasn't looking like he was Sar7an or something . . it felt like he was looking at me ya3nii :P
fa Chii est7aait and I thought noway I'm not even pretty , why would he check me out . . so Chi nazalt rasii and I was like : " What is he looking at ? " , and My friends were like . . : " YEAAAH ! WHY IS HE LOOKING AT YOU ! "
LOOOOL , That was soooo Fuunnnnnnnnny and REAL embarrassing ;$
emm . . We Really had fun today , I'm glad we enjoyed our last day of vacation xD

With Love . .
Weewz ;**

Boring night :P

Hey there my lonely page :D
emm , I don't really have anything in mind . . bss i'm really really bored w-i just finished reading this AMAZING story on this local girl's blog page :D
I am loving her story mashallah she is really good (Y) , it really makes me happy to see that there are actually girls who write and what's really great that she also have readers and stuff . . walla 7elw chii :D
ya3nii it truns out we locals aren't so pethatic as westerns discribe us . . aaah how much i despise them for that >.<" !! so Back to my point :P . . Yeah I just finished All Her posts @.@ :P and I can't wait for her new one :D (Y) Emm , so I think i'mma go back to reading "New moon" , since I stopped reading it in the holly month of Ramadan x'D . .
hmm . .
What else ???
oOh RIGHT !!
I just got back from AD mall and I saw my friend Shaden :D . . 7ayatiii me miss her LOADZ !! \o/
and Guess who ELSE did i see in AD MALL (A) !
One of my BFF's Cousin :P (aaa) DAMN he is HOT !! o.O" :P
LOOL . . but no 7araam , He is weld 3amha fel-a5eer -.-" I Can't steal him from her :P though she CLAIMS that she hates him -.-" , But I'm as HELL SURE she does NOT !! haha (6)
:P .. I'm seeing her tomorrow fel-Marina (a) . . oooh I can tease her about it all I want XD

So I guess This is it for tonight . . I'mma Hit the shower now :D
Till Next time :D . .
w-I Promise I Won't Be long :DDDD
Love You my Dear Lonely Page *kk*

I Can't Talk about it !

It sucks to keep a secret ! .. and it sucks even more when you can't talk about this little secret to the ONLY person you feel comfortable discussing such a subject with !
And all that is just because that person just doesn't like talking about that subject that's bothering you !
I don't really understand ! .. I mean I know that life isn't fair ! But aren't Friends supposed to be there for each other, aren't families are meant to support each other !
Then Why is it I am always there when someone needs me !
why is it I am always Ready to talk about anything on that persons mind !, so that she knows that I will hold her hand every step of the way !
But when I Come to her , when I Start mentioning the subject, her face changes and she gives me this look which says : " Stop it there " which totally says : " Don't Complete ! "
Why Does She Roll Her Eyes , and Starts staring at the ceiling when I Talk to her about it !
Why Does She Do that !
I'm Lost .. and I need someone to hold my hands this one time !
Why is The only person I see is NO ONE !

I Expect ..

Hey All
hope your having a pleasant day, because honestly I'm not.

I'm writing this post and I have two exams tomorrow [Chemistry and Geology].
I also have two red eyes drown in tears !
You know, I always knew I had a problem, but never knew what it is !. But I think it's all clear now.
I expect ! .. I expect too much !
I expect people them to understand me when I need someone to understand what I'm being through ! [ But I'm seriously starting to believe that I'm impossible to understand ]
I expect them to feel me when I'm down.
I expect them to comfort me when I need comforting.
I also expect to have the people I LOST back .. To be able to hold them once more .. And to be able to tell them how much I loved them for once .. To say the goodbye we NEVER said .. And to have one more memory to hold on to.
I expect people to do the things I want them to do ..
But Guess What ! .. They NEVER Do what I expect them to ! ,, and I'm Done Expecting !

So I'm gonna take this opportunity to promise myself this : " I WILL NEVER EXPECT ANYTHING FROM PEOPLE EVER AGAIN " .. And if I ever do ! I will Remember this day and what happened in this exact moment, and because i know myself more than anyone else .. I know that I will stick to my promise .. Because despite all the bad points in me .. This is the one thing I know it will never change .. I'M A GIRL OF MY WORD !

So to all those people out there who share me the same problems .. I say : " This is a day to change our habits and get new ones .. one of them will always be [ NOT EXPECTING ] "

Yours Ever .. Weewie

SCHOOL SUCKS !

Hey all !

I'd Like to Start this post by bursting out all my complains, don't mean to freak you guys out .. but nothing seems to relief me from this stress !

First of all, SCHOOL SUCKS .. big time ! were having this stupid -on going assesment - as they call it .. it sucks and it's taking hell much of our energy and I Really think it's nothing but a waste of time and effort, some think it's really great because they say it helps students keep up with their studies and that that will help them a lot in their final exams, But that's just because THEY never had an on going assesment .. I mean DAMN .. Can You imagine having to take an exam EVERDAY without having one single day OFF ! not to mention of course the quizzes and Projects [ damn I have so much projects to do >.<] and also the Stupid long and Believe me when i say HARD homeworks our Teachers ask us to do ! COME ON People Give Us a Break .. We're Human Beings too you know !

Let Me talk about the Projects .. Cause I Really wanna Talk about these Fucked Up projects that we were supposed to finish and give to the teachers to check by like TODAY !
and of course none of us had the time to finish any of them !

SERIOUSLY People I take NINE Subjects ! NINE ! and that means one project for each subject ! Not to mention the Extra Work Teachers ask us to do for extra marks and bonuses !

And of course I Didn't finish anything till now but the history, Arabic, Islamic and Geography Report !! and that Leaves me With the Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Math and Geology Projects !
but thanks god projects are a team work, Well supposed to be !

And OF COURSE that I'm not surprised, no one is Really working in my group except me and My Friend eL-7eLwa [Love You Hun. You're The BEST], But no .. Some of the girls really wanna work but they just can't, and they have thier own reasons. While in the other hand there are girls that won't even Bother helping or keeping up with the news and where we got with our projects !

Anyway, I have an Arabic exam tomorrow and I better go study because -and I'm not Proud to say- but I SUCKED in the Previous exam :P .. LOL
3emerkom Chefto Wa7da Tzafet Fee emte7an 3aRaBi !! Yeah Me ! >.>

SoO I Think That's it for Now
C Ya Soon inShallah =P
Wish U All Happiness Ever after !
*Chaws*

Happy Birthday "el-7elwa" 7yaatii ^^

It's My Friend's Birthday, She's Turning 15 :D !
Happy Birthday 7ayaaaaaaaaaatiiii ^.^
w-KeL-3aaaaaaaM w-Enty b-1000 5aaair
w-3eGbaaaaaaaaaaaL 100000000000000000000000 Sena
^.^

NONE OF US CAN !

Yesterday my sister took me to the Cornish, we saw people playing all kinds of sports .. some of them played tines, others played basket and football .. I felt sad and sorry for myself while watching them playing and enjoying their time .. I wished I could play like they did, I wished I can run like they did !!, But because of our stupid society I couldn’t

You Guys can’t imagine how I hate Living here ..! I mean am still young .. actually am a kid [13 years old ] .. but I can’t even ride a bike like every normal kid ! .. I feel sorry for me, my sister, my friends and for those Girls who can watch their brothers, cousins and even FATHERS & UNCLES playing, but can’t go & share them although they really want to .. but she’s not allowed because she is a GIRL !!.. what a nice excuse huh ?!

Do you know what’s really funny about all of this ?, that I know talking in this subject won’t give any positive results .. but never get sick of repeating it !! ..

My sister told me that she can’t take the image of those people enjoying themselves out of her head !! .. I guess none of us can !! NONE OF US CAN

An Amazing Trip to Dubai

I had so much fun in Dubai yesterday .. we went to [ el-medresa el-a7mdeya ] .. which is the first school in UAE or lets say in this area, cause long time ago we all know there were no borders between Arab countries, then we went to Burjomana Mall .. I wasn’t so excited about it, but it’s not that bad you know .. Finally we went to the Global village, I played and played and played … and am so tired, that’s why I couldn’t write anything yesterday !! … hehe today I didn’t go to school, I mean seriously ! my body hurts so BAD, I can hardly move it .. God be with those who went to school today .. I really really feel SORRY for them .. I feel even more sorry for those who couldn't make it to the trip .. They Missed ALL The FUUUUN ..

These are some of the pictures my Friends took :

Fee e-Darb [StilLoO's Convers] :

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Fee eL-Medresa eL-a7medeya :

[h3 h3 ana YasSa aWaL Wa7da ,, aWanny Sha6ra]

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Fee Markaz Borjoman :

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Fee eL-8arya :

emm, and ya I wanted to say congratulations for şoođ έℓмđàмз, because she had so much trouble convincing her parents to come with us .. : " MabroOok 7yaatiii,I hope you had Fun with us .. I wish it won’t be the last time "

And I wanted to say :"salaaamaaaaaaaaaaat StilLoO Sis" cause she passed out .. I dunno am I cursed or something ?!! , cause every time I go out, someone HAS to pass out .. but anyways , am Glad nothing happened to her =[

hope you all guys had fun yesterday, I personally had so MUCH FUN !!

wish you Guys happiness ever after

Terrible Mood

We’re going to Dubai tomorrow, I was really excited about the trip and was really planing to enjoy it, but unfortunately, not anymore .. am feeling like I don’t wanna go, I don’t have anything to wear .. Miss Shaima said we had to wear 3BAA MSAKERA & sada if we wanted to wear jeans .. I don’t have 3eba msakkera & sada =S .. I thought of wearing my cute pink & brown mini skirt so I can wear 3eba maftoo7a over it .. but I don’t know what is her point of view about all of this ! .. This is really pissing me off, I spent the Last period crying, not because I don’t have anything to wear of course, but for some reasons which I wanna keep silent about, plus my sister is having a hard time, you won’t believe how bad I feel about it !! and about the problem she’s facing, I mean .. you know I didn’t use to believe that if someone is sad, his close dudes and friends will be too ! .. but now I DO !!!! .. and actually am kinda surprised .. I didn’t know I Loved her so much “Love you SIS”

aaah you know what I’ll change this sad subject, there is this actor I am absolutely insane about Ian Somerhalder .. so I thought of putting some of his pictures

p.s. : I think you all should know that Friends are such a BLESS !!

So Much on Mind

I know I haven’t posted anything on my blog since a very long time, but what can i say .. anyways, here am I writing again . Well, First I had a science exam today and thank God it was easy .

em, Second were going on a trip to Dubai with school and am so exited, my friends are also , [men a7eena we're planing sho banelbass] although the trip is on Monday 25-2-2008 .. loool .

ya and my friend’s Birthday was on Saturday : “Happy Birthday 3nooD el-Maha,, Love you so much” , I can’t believe it … it seems like am the youngest Girl in the class, WTF ?!!

and ya I forgot to ask you guys, how do you Like the new theme ?

anyhow that was it

wish you Happiness ever after

With Love, Weewie <3