Last day of Summer :D

SHIT SHIT SHIIIIT :S !!
Tomorrow is my first day of school :S . . and What is it . . Like 3:05 a.m. , and guess what , I Can't Sleep -.-"
Nothing new ya3nii , bss no 7ARAM ! I need to rest before my first day of this SHIT !! I mean School -.-'' . . AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH , Feel like crying T.T , well . . not really , bss ya3nii :S
Sho haa ! I Should sleep . . EFFFF !!
anyway I'mma Talk about my day :D
I had a pretty good one (Y) . So I went out with my best friends :D , 6ab3an we're enjoying our summer till the last minute XD . . so we went to the marina :D
it Was SUPER fun . . There was 6ab3an wayed hotties :P w-They say I looked cute today (a) [and by they i mean my bffs :P]
So There was this really CUTE guy , Chii LOVELY ! Handsome , Tall , Around 20 or SO !! which is SO HOT !! He was really cute :P and omg he was totally checking me out !! :P .. Ewww okay I know that sounded SOOOO WRONG ! , bss No wallah :P , He wasn't checking me out in that disgusting way :P . . La 7laailah , He was just looking ya3nii !
Chii I was soo into this totally Cool story that I was telling My Friends all about it , and I noticed enna he was cute , bss ana chee 6af ya3nii so what :P . . so I moved my eyes 3ala 6ool . . bss When I Looked at him again . . guess what , he was still looking AT ME (AA) . . omg that was SO embarrassing ;$ . . Hehe (a) , and No he wasn't looking like he was Sar7an or something . . it felt like he was looking at me ya3nii :P
fa Chii est7aait and I thought noway I'm not even pretty , why would he check me out . . so Chi nazalt rasii and I was like : " What is he looking at ? " , and My friends were like . . : " YEAAAH ! WHY IS HE LOOKING AT YOU ! "
LOOOOL , That was soooo Fuunnnnnnnnny and REAL embarrassing ;$
emm . . We Really had fun today , I'm glad we enjoyed our last day of vacation xD

With Love . .
Weewz ;**

Boring night :P

Hey there my lonely page :D
emm , I don't really have anything in mind . . bss i'm really really bored w-i just finished reading this AMAZING story on this local girl's blog page :D
I am loving her story mashallah she is really good (Y) , it really makes me happy to see that there are actually girls who write and what's really great that she also have readers and stuff . . walla 7elw chii :D
ya3nii it truns out we locals aren't so pethatic as westerns discribe us . . aaah how much i despise them for that >.<" !! so Back to my point :P . . Yeah I just finished All Her posts @.@ :P and I can't wait for her new one :D (Y) Emm , so I think i'mma go back to reading "New moon" , since I stopped reading it in the holly month of Ramadan x'D . .
hmm . .
What else ???
oOh RIGHT !!
I just got back from AD mall and I saw my friend Shaden :D . . 7ayatiii me miss her LOADZ !! \o/
and Guess who ELSE did i see in AD MALL (A) !
One of my BFF's Cousin :P (aaa) DAMN he is HOT !! o.O" :P
LOOL . . but no 7araam , He is weld 3amha fel-a5eer -.-" I Can't steal him from her :P though she CLAIMS that she hates him -.-" , But I'm as HELL SURE she does NOT !! haha (6)
:P .. I'm seeing her tomorrow fel-Marina (a) . . oooh I can tease her about it all I want XD

So I guess This is it for tonight . . I'mma Hit the shower now :D
Till Next time :D . .
w-I Promise I Won't Be long :DDDD
Love You my Dear Lonely Page *kk*

I Can't Talk about it !

It sucks to keep a secret ! .. and it sucks even more when you can't talk about this little secret to the ONLY person you feel comfortable discussing such a subject with !
And all that is just because that person just doesn't like talking about that subject that's bothering you !
I don't really understand ! .. I mean I know that life isn't fair ! But aren't Friends supposed to be there for each other, aren't families are meant to support each other !
Then Why is it I am always there when someone needs me !
why is it I am always Ready to talk about anything on that persons mind !, so that she knows that I will hold her hand every step of the way !
But when I Come to her , when I Start mentioning the subject, her face changes and she gives me this look which says : " Stop it there " which totally says : " Don't Complete ! "
Why Does She Roll Her Eyes , and Starts staring at the ceiling when I Talk to her about it !
Why Does She Do that !
I'm Lost .. and I need someone to hold my hands this one time !
Why is The only person I see is NO ONE !

I Expect ..

Hey All
hope your having a pleasant day, because honestly I'm not.

I'm writing this post and I have two exams tomorrow [Chemistry and Geology].
I also have two red eyes drown in tears !
You know, I always knew I had a problem, but never knew what it is !. But I think it's all clear now.
I expect ! .. I expect too much !
I expect people them to understand me when I need someone to understand what I'm being through ! [ But I'm seriously starting to believe that I'm impossible to understand ]
I expect them to feel me when I'm down.
I expect them to comfort me when I need comforting.
I also expect to have the people I LOST back .. To be able to hold them once more .. And to be able to tell them how much I loved them for once .. To say the goodbye we NEVER said .. And to have one more memory to hold on to.
I expect people to do the things I want them to do ..
But Guess What ! .. They NEVER Do what I expect them to ! ,, and I'm Done Expecting !

So I'm gonna take this opportunity to promise myself this : " I WILL NEVER EXPECT ANYTHING FROM PEOPLE EVER AGAIN " .. And if I ever do ! I will Remember this day and what happened in this exact moment, and because i know myself more than anyone else .. I know that I will stick to my promise .. Because despite all the bad points in me .. This is the one thing I know it will never change .. I'M A GIRL OF MY WORD !

So to all those people out there who share me the same problems .. I say : " This is a day to change our habits and get new ones .. one of them will always be [ NOT EXPECTING ] "

Yours Ever .. Weewie