Some Youtube Videos that Shocked me

I was just taking a tour in YouTube-by the way it’s an amazing site that has really important videos about Islam and how other people think of Islam that I actually [shamefully] didn’t know-, but since I know now, I felt I have to show you some of the videos that actually shocked me !!!

I’ll start with Islamic Views on Wife Beating; when I saw this video I felt like am gonna cry which I actually did !, Ya it might be silly but I couldn’t stand the fact that people from all over the world are making fun of our prophet and ISLAM.

The second one is a respond on Islam Views on Wife Beating, I just wanna thank this women [Linda], I really was pleased when I saw her video respond .. Re: Islamic Views on Wife Beating

And I also wanted to post the real -7okm- hehe LoL didn’t find the right word ..Wife Beating in Islam - No more than 10 blows!

Thanks for Passing By

Hope You Enjoyed Your Time

And Wish You Happiness Ever After

♥ Good Friends ♥

Has been a while since I last was in a good Mood !! .. My friends were always asking me the same question everyday :” What’s wrong ?” ,.. I always answered :” Nothing ” , Although the answer was obviously ” Everything ” .., but I never wanted to talk about it .. and even when I tried to talk , No one understood me !!

But thank God am in a better Mood these days ..

Yesterday I received a CD, don’t really know from whom, but I didn’t care that much .. So I opened it & found two new songs for [ el-wasmy ] Loved them [ Salam el-3eshg & ‘6alem be7ekmek ] .., I liked Salam el-3eshg more ..

سلام العشق وأعماقه
يضم القلب وأشواقه
تجيك الروح مشتاقة
تهديك القصيد ألوان

على درب الهوى جينا
من أول ما تلاقينا
تغير كل ما فينا
عشنا فرحة اللأزمان

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عرفنا الحب وأسراره
كتبنا أجمل أشعاره
وغنينا على أوتاره
وطبنا بالغرام الحال

نسينا كل مواجعنا
و بقينا اثنين ما معنا
سوى الأشواق تجمعنا
بلا هجر و بلا حرمان

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ألا يا حبي السامي
لقيتك بأول أيامي
تعال و جدد أحلامي
ترى قلب الهوى سهران

شربت الحب من كاسك
طعم الورد بأنفاسك
كنك عذب باحساسك
وأنا مغرم بك و ولهان

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حبيبي كان ما تدري
ترى حبك بدا يسري
فدمي وإنت يا عمري
سكنت بداخل الشريان

قطعنا الحب و دروبه
وصغنا روعة اسلوبه
حكاية عشق مكتوبة
وصرنا للهوى عنوان

This song is Dedicated to those who cared when I was having such a hard time facing my problems : 3nooD el-Maha [ LoL .. I always laughed on her nickname dunno why ! ] , shmoo5 , StilLoO & şoođ έℓмđàмз , FdaaaaitkoM girls walla a7ebkom <3

Wish You All Happiness Ever After

I'm a Girl, is it my Fault ?!!

Just before two minutes my mother and my big brother were having some arguments about how he’s out all the time .. so my brother asked Dad for some money , and my father gave him .. Mom was mad at Dads reaction , till that moment I had a big smile on my face .. but that smile disappeared when my mother shouted : "Don’t let him go .. he haven’t studied yet , and he has been out the whole week" .. do you guys know what was my fathers respond ? .. "let him hang out with his friends , he’s not a GIRL !!" .. I couldn’t hear anymore so I took myself out of the room as fast as I could and came - here - to my room so I can cry !! ..

Why can’t my father and every man who thinks the same way he does, just understand that we didn’t choose to be girls , I mean if I had the choice to choose me .. I definitely wouldn’t have chosen me , I probably would have chosen to be a boy , my words may surprise some of you , but it’s the truth that no girl till now in our society has facen it ..

Some of you may say : "what’s wrong with that girl , is she out of her mind" , and I say to anyone who thinks that am crazy : "AM NOT" , it’s because I know I'm right it’s , because am sick of being humiliated because of something I have no hand in , I'm sick of taking my fathers silly comments , I'm sick of hearing him telling my Mom that he wishes she had brought us all boys .. I'm sick of being blamed for being a GIRL , I'm sick of having to hear all of these stuff and keep my mouth shut .. I'm sick of having to smile in his face when ever I see him , and can never tell him how I truly feel about him being my dad and how do I feel being his daughter ..

I don’t hate my father , I love him .. I mean he’s my dad I can’t help it , but as my sister once said : "I love him , but I don’t have to show him my love .."

I wish I can shout , so that everyone can hear me and say : "I'm a GIRL .. , is it my FAULT ?!"

What a Shame !

What a shame I can't remember when was the Last Time I saw you :( .. What a shame I can't remember these amazing words of this lovely song you used to repeat when ever you saw me .. What a shame I can see a copy of you where ever I go , but can never see the real you .. What a shame I can't remember the places you used to take me .. What a shame I can't remember the car you used to drive ..

What a shame I Lost that little pink bag you bought me .. What a shame you went before you buy me the Bird you promised me to buy .. What a shame I keep wishing on every Birthday to see you again , but my wish never come true .. What a shame I never had the chance to tell you how much I loved you .. What a shame I have to see this innocent child you left behind and see in his eyes the same look you used to see me in and hope that one day I'll see your eyes .. What a shame I can't tell you how much I miss you .. What a shame that I keep staring at your picture for hours and know that I can do nothing but cry on the Wonderful times we spent together .. What a shame when ever our family gathers I wish you were there .. with us .. and between us , sharing us every second of our lives , every minute , every hour and every day ..

What a shame you went before saying : " Bye Marwaty " .. ya .. I remember , you used to call me Marwaty ... well I guess this is the only thing that I still believe that neither you nor I will forget .. and I will stay here waiting for the moment I hear you calling me again ..

My Only Sister

I can say I have the Most Amazing Sister in the World, and if choosing our sisters was an optional thing I know I wouldn't have chosen another sister .
Well she DO bug me all the time, but I have to admit it, I like the way she does it .. and it's not that I don't bug her back !! LOL [but walla not as much as she does] OK want the truth ?! she is annoying sometimes, but I think it's part of her personality .. I mean it's too late to change it now !! Nnd it's not completely her fault, it's something in our blood, LOL.
Nada, Hmmm .. [what can I say about her] she is so Georges and the most the warm-hearted person I've ever seen, she can be pleased so easily, she is so kind and she is SO suitable in her place, I mean I don't think I would accept any other sister but her.
I remember my last Birthday, I was at my grandma's house.. I woke up in the morning and thought that every one will remember my Birthday, but my thoughts were completely wrong.. no one.. I mean no one remembered my Birthday.. even my mom !!.. :( she always say that she remembered it and even if she didn't her mobile alarm would remind her, but What's the point of remembering my Birthday if She Didn't wish me a "Happy Birthday" !!
But this year my Birthday was completely different.. I mean my BEST sister and my ONLY one took me to the cinema and we saw a really nice movie [Pirates of the Caribbean 3] I really had fun.. and that was her gift [what a nice one huh ?] well it was I guess my BEST gift [my parents shall never read this cause if they did they'll be Very upset cause they really did their best to make my Birthday this year so special and make me forget what happened last year and I really appreciate what they did -Don't you just Love My Family ?-] .
I really enjoy being around my sister.. she always make me feel better .. don't know how she does it , but I know that it always work.
Don't you guys love my sister ? I really really do.

A Note : Don't know what made me write this ... , but I guess she's gonna like it *Hope so*

a Rat in our Classroom !!

This morning was a normal one until our first lesson started -Science [YUUUUK] and just to let you know my Disk is close to the cupboard- anyhow, the teacher entered the class, greeted us and asked us to head the lab, so I went to get my book and that's when i heard Shmoo5 SCREAMING, I didn't pay so much attention to her because she screams a LOT :P, But after a second I heard Nota Shouting I knew that they saw something scary and disgusting, so I started shouting and screaming too !!.. Nota ran out of the Classroom -scared to death-:" it's a RAT, it's a RAT !! " she screamed, pushing everyone out of her way and telling them to run ! LOOL .. She looked Funny =P
So the whole class was shouting, yelling and running !
Now we all were out in the Corridor making an unbearable noise while Grade 12 were having there Final Exam !

After the boring lesson we returned to classroom trying to convince ourselves that the rat was gone, but my friend was pushing the teacher's table carelessly and the rat came out running towards the door where all the girls were standing !.. Can you imagine the situation ?! :S .. I SAW the disgusting rat with my own eyes .. and it was BROWN >.<, you Guys won't believe how we were dying to get out of the classroom, even the rat was SCARED to see us running like that, LOL !!

After all that Yelling we were able to find an empty classroom till they caught the rat !

a Surprise Party on my Birthday !

28-5-2005 .. a Date That I Will Never Forget, I was in the 6th Grade and it was The Last Day of School. My Friends asked me to Walk with them in the school's playground -and that is something I don't do a lot, I Felt Something unusual, but I played cool and acted like I knew nothing-. So I went walking with them .. after a while a friend of mine came and asked me to go to the classroom, I went with her upstairs and GUESS WHAT !!.. It was a BIRTHDAY PARTY !!!! I was Speechless, didn't know what to do .. I Hugged the closest girl to me at that moment just to cover my face, hehe .. It was very impressing but so Sweet in the Same time !.. I mean how many girls get to have a surprise party on her Birthday ;) And The Best Thing in The whole Party was the Cake, it was DELICIOUS !

And of course The Gifts were Great !!.. LOL I had Lots and LOTS Of Them, I Had to make my Dad Help me carrying them .. and I also Remember him Stealing my box of chocolate >.< .. I will never forgive him for that .. lol *Kidding*