Just before two minutes my mother and my big brother were having some arguments about how he’s out all the time .. so my brother asked Dad for some money , and my father gave him .. Mom was mad at Dads reaction , till that moment I had a big smile on my face .. but that smile disappeared when my mother shouted : "Don’t let him go .. he haven’t studied yet , and he has been out the whole week" .. do you guys know what was my fathers respond ? .. "let him hang out with his friends , he’s not a GIRL !!" .. I couldn’t hear anymore so I took myself out of the room as fast as I could and came - here - to my room so I can cry !! ..
Why can’t my father and every man who thinks the same way he does, just understand that we didn’t choose to be girls , I mean if I had the choice to choose me .. I definitely wouldn’t have chosen me , I probably would have chosen to be a boy , my words may surprise some of you , but it’s the truth that no girl till now in our society has facen it ..
Some of you may say : "what’s wrong with that girl , is she out of her mind" , and I say to anyone who thinks that am crazy : "AM NOT" , it’s because I know I'm right it’s , because am sick of being humiliated because of something I have no hand in , I'm sick of taking my fathers silly comments , I'm sick of hearing him telling my Mom that he wishes she had brought us all boys .. I'm sick of being blamed for being a GIRL , I'm sick of having to hear all of these stuff and keep my mouth shut .. I'm sick of having to smile in his face when ever I see him , and can never tell him how I truly feel about him being my dad and how do I feel being his daughter ..
I don’t hate my father , I love him .. I mean he’s my dad I can’t help it , but as my sister once said : "I love him , but I don’t have to show him my love .."
I wish I can shout , so that everyone can hear me and say : "I'm a GIRL .. , is it my FAULT ?!"
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