♥ Good Friends ♥

Has been a while since I last was in a good Mood !! .. My friends were always asking me the same question everyday :” What’s wrong ?” ,.. I always answered :” Nothing ” , Although the answer was obviously ” Everything ” .., but I never wanted to talk about it .. and even when I tried to talk , No one understood me !!

But thank God am in a better Mood these days ..

Yesterday I received a CD, don’t really know from whom, but I didn’t care that much .. So I opened it & found two new songs for [ el-wasmy ] Loved them [ Salam el-3eshg & ‘6alem be7ekmek ] .., I liked Salam el-3eshg more ..

سلام العشق وأعماقه
يضم القلب وأشواقه
تجيك الروح مشتاقة
تهديك القصيد ألوان

على درب الهوى جينا
من أول ما تلاقينا
تغير كل ما فينا
عشنا فرحة اللأزمان

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عرفنا الحب وأسراره
كتبنا أجمل أشعاره
وغنينا على أوتاره
وطبنا بالغرام الحال

نسينا كل مواجعنا
و بقينا اثنين ما معنا
سوى الأشواق تجمعنا
بلا هجر و بلا حرمان

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ألا يا حبي السامي
لقيتك بأول أيامي
تعال و جدد أحلامي
ترى قلب الهوى سهران

شربت الحب من كاسك
طعم الورد بأنفاسك
كنك عذب باحساسك
وأنا مغرم بك و ولهان

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حبيبي كان ما تدري
ترى حبك بدا يسري
فدمي وإنت يا عمري
سكنت بداخل الشريان

قطعنا الحب و دروبه
وصغنا روعة اسلوبه
حكاية عشق مكتوبة
وصرنا للهوى عنوان

This song is Dedicated to those who cared when I was having such a hard time facing my problems : 3nooD el-Maha [ LoL .. I always laughed on her nickname dunno why ! ] , shmoo5 , StilLoO & şoođ έℓмđàмз , FdaaaaitkoM girls walla a7ebkom <3

Wish You All Happiness Ever After

I'm a Girl, is it my Fault ?!!

Just before two minutes my mother and my big brother were having some arguments about how he’s out all the time .. so my brother asked Dad for some money , and my father gave him .. Mom was mad at Dads reaction , till that moment I had a big smile on my face .. but that smile disappeared when my mother shouted : "Don’t let him go .. he haven’t studied yet , and he has been out the whole week" .. do you guys know what was my fathers respond ? .. "let him hang out with his friends , he’s not a GIRL !!" .. I couldn’t hear anymore so I took myself out of the room as fast as I could and came - here - to my room so I can cry !! ..

Why can’t my father and every man who thinks the same way he does, just understand that we didn’t choose to be girls , I mean if I had the choice to choose me .. I definitely wouldn’t have chosen me , I probably would have chosen to be a boy , my words may surprise some of you , but it’s the truth that no girl till now in our society has facen it ..

Some of you may say : "what’s wrong with that girl , is she out of her mind" , and I say to anyone who thinks that am crazy : "AM NOT" , it’s because I know I'm right it’s , because am sick of being humiliated because of something I have no hand in , I'm sick of taking my fathers silly comments , I'm sick of hearing him telling my Mom that he wishes she had brought us all boys .. I'm sick of being blamed for being a GIRL , I'm sick of having to hear all of these stuff and keep my mouth shut .. I'm sick of having to smile in his face when ever I see him , and can never tell him how I truly feel about him being my dad and how do I feel being his daughter ..

I don’t hate my father , I love him .. I mean he’s my dad I can’t help it , but as my sister once said : "I love him , but I don’t have to show him my love .."

I wish I can shout , so that everyone can hear me and say : "I'm a GIRL .. , is it my FAULT ?!"