SCHOOL SUCKS !

Hey all !

I'd Like to Start this post by bursting out all my complains, don't mean to freak you guys out .. but nothing seems to relief me from this stress !

First of all, SCHOOL SUCKS .. big time ! were having this stupid -on going assesment - as they call it .. it sucks and it's taking hell much of our energy and I Really think it's nothing but a waste of time and effort, some think it's really great because they say it helps students keep up with their studies and that that will help them a lot in their final exams, But that's just because THEY never had an on going assesment .. I mean DAMN .. Can You imagine having to take an exam EVERDAY without having one single day OFF ! not to mention of course the quizzes and Projects [ damn I have so much projects to do >.<] and also the Stupid long and Believe me when i say HARD homeworks our Teachers ask us to do ! COME ON People Give Us a Break .. We're Human Beings too you know !

Let Me talk about the Projects .. Cause I Really wanna Talk about these Fucked Up projects that we were supposed to finish and give to the teachers to check by like TODAY !
and of course none of us had the time to finish any of them !

SERIOUSLY People I take NINE Subjects ! NINE ! and that means one project for each subject ! Not to mention the Extra Work Teachers ask us to do for extra marks and bonuses !

And of course I Didn't finish anything till now but the history, Arabic, Islamic and Geography Report !! and that Leaves me With the Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Math and Geology Projects !
but thanks god projects are a team work, Well supposed to be !

And OF COURSE that I'm not surprised, no one is Really working in my group except me and My Friend eL-7eLwa [Love You Hun. You're The BEST], But no .. Some of the girls really wanna work but they just can't, and they have thier own reasons. While in the other hand there are girls that won't even Bother helping or keeping up with the news and where we got with our projects !

Anyway, I have an Arabic exam tomorrow and I better go study because -and I'm not Proud to say- but I SUCKED in the Previous exam :P .. LOL
3emerkom Chefto Wa7da Tzafet Fee emte7an 3aRaBi !! Yeah Me ! >.>

SoO I Think That's it for Now
C Ya Soon inShallah =P
Wish U All Happiness Ever after !
*Chaws*

Happy Birthday "el-7elwa" 7yaatii ^^

It's My Friend's Birthday, She's Turning 15 :D !
Happy Birthday 7ayaaaaaaaaaatiiii ^.^
w-KeL-3aaaaaaaM w-Enty b-1000 5aaair
w-3eGbaaaaaaaaaaaL 100000000000000000000000 Sena
^.^

NONE OF US CAN !

Yesterday my sister took me to the Cornish, we saw people playing all kinds of sports .. some of them played tines, others played basket and football .. I felt sad and sorry for myself while watching them playing and enjoying their time .. I wished I could play like they did, I wished I can run like they did !!, But because of our stupid society I couldn’t

You Guys can’t imagine how I hate Living here ..! I mean am still young .. actually am a kid [13 years old ] .. but I can’t even ride a bike like every normal kid ! .. I feel sorry for me, my sister, my friends and for those Girls who can watch their brothers, cousins and even FATHERS & UNCLES playing, but can’t go & share them although they really want to .. but she’s not allowed because she is a GIRL !!.. what a nice excuse huh ?!

Do you know what’s really funny about all of this ?, that I know talking in this subject won’t give any positive results .. but never get sick of repeating it !! ..

My sister told me that she can’t take the image of those people enjoying themselves out of her head !! .. I guess none of us can !! NONE OF US CAN

An Amazing Trip to Dubai

I had so much fun in Dubai yesterday .. we went to [ el-medresa el-a7mdeya ] .. which is the first school in UAE or lets say in this area, cause long time ago we all know there were no borders between Arab countries, then we went to Burjomana Mall .. I wasn’t so excited about it, but it’s not that bad you know .. Finally we went to the Global village, I played and played and played … and am so tired, that’s why I couldn’t write anything yesterday !! … hehe today I didn’t go to school, I mean seriously ! my body hurts so BAD, I can hardly move it .. God be with those who went to school today .. I really really feel SORRY for them .. I feel even more sorry for those who couldn't make it to the trip .. They Missed ALL The FUUUUN ..

These are some of the pictures my Friends took :

Fee e-Darb [StilLoO's Convers] :

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Fee eL-Medresa eL-a7medeya :

[h3 h3 ana YasSa aWaL Wa7da ,, aWanny Sha6ra]

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Fee Markaz Borjoman :

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Fee eL-8arya :

emm, and ya I wanted to say congratulations for şoođ έℓмđàмз, because she had so much trouble convincing her parents to come with us .. : " MabroOok 7yaatiii,I hope you had Fun with us .. I wish it won’t be the last time "

And I wanted to say :"salaaamaaaaaaaaaaat StilLoO Sis" cause she passed out .. I dunno am I cursed or something ?!! , cause every time I go out, someone HAS to pass out .. but anyways , am Glad nothing happened to her =[

hope you all guys had fun yesterday, I personally had so MUCH FUN !!

wish you Guys happiness ever after

Terrible Mood

We’re going to Dubai tomorrow, I was really excited about the trip and was really planing to enjoy it, but unfortunately, not anymore .. am feeling like I don’t wanna go, I don’t have anything to wear .. Miss Shaima said we had to wear 3BAA MSAKERA & sada if we wanted to wear jeans .. I don’t have 3eba msakkera & sada =S .. I thought of wearing my cute pink & brown mini skirt so I can wear 3eba maftoo7a over it .. but I don’t know what is her point of view about all of this ! .. This is really pissing me off, I spent the Last period crying, not because I don’t have anything to wear of course, but for some reasons which I wanna keep silent about, plus my sister is having a hard time, you won’t believe how bad I feel about it !! and about the problem she’s facing, I mean .. you know I didn’t use to believe that if someone is sad, his close dudes and friends will be too ! .. but now I DO !!!! .. and actually am kinda surprised .. I didn’t know I Loved her so much “Love you SIS”

aaah you know what I’ll change this sad subject, there is this actor I am absolutely insane about Ian Somerhalder .. so I thought of putting some of his pictures

p.s. : I think you all should know that Friends are such a BLESS !!

So Much on Mind

I know I haven’t posted anything on my blog since a very long time, but what can i say .. anyways, here am I writing again . Well, First I had a science exam today and thank God it was easy .

em, Second were going on a trip to Dubai with school and am so exited, my friends are also , [men a7eena we're planing sho banelbass] although the trip is on Monday 25-2-2008 .. loool .

ya and my friend’s Birthday was on Saturday : “Happy Birthday 3nooD el-Maha,, Love you so much” , I can’t believe it … it seems like am the youngest Girl in the class, WTF ?!!

and ya I forgot to ask you guys, how do you Like the new theme ?

anyhow that was it

wish you Happiness ever after

With Love, Weewie <3

Some Youtube Videos that Shocked me

I was just taking a tour in YouTube-by the way it’s an amazing site that has really important videos about Islam and how other people think of Islam that I actually [shamefully] didn’t know-, but since I know now, I felt I have to show you some of the videos that actually shocked me !!!

I’ll start with Islamic Views on Wife Beating; when I saw this video I felt like am gonna cry which I actually did !, Ya it might be silly but I couldn’t stand the fact that people from all over the world are making fun of our prophet and ISLAM.

The second one is a respond on Islam Views on Wife Beating, I just wanna thank this women [Linda], I really was pleased when I saw her video respond .. Re: Islamic Views on Wife Beating

And I also wanted to post the real -7okm- hehe LoL didn’t find the right word ..Wife Beating in Islam - No more than 10 blows!

Thanks for Passing By

Hope You Enjoyed Your Time

And Wish You Happiness Ever After

♥ Good Friends ♥

Has been a while since I last was in a good Mood !! .. My friends were always asking me the same question everyday :” What’s wrong ?” ,.. I always answered :” Nothing ” , Although the answer was obviously ” Everything ” .., but I never wanted to talk about it .. and even when I tried to talk , No one understood me !!

But thank God am in a better Mood these days ..

Yesterday I received a CD, don’t really know from whom, but I didn’t care that much .. So I opened it & found two new songs for [ el-wasmy ] Loved them [ Salam el-3eshg & ‘6alem be7ekmek ] .., I liked Salam el-3eshg more ..

سلام العشق وأعماقه
يضم القلب وأشواقه
تجيك الروح مشتاقة
تهديك القصيد ألوان

على درب الهوى جينا
من أول ما تلاقينا
تغير كل ما فينا
عشنا فرحة اللأزمان

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عرفنا الحب وأسراره
كتبنا أجمل أشعاره
وغنينا على أوتاره
وطبنا بالغرام الحال

نسينا كل مواجعنا
و بقينا اثنين ما معنا
سوى الأشواق تجمعنا
بلا هجر و بلا حرمان

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ألا يا حبي السامي
لقيتك بأول أيامي
تعال و جدد أحلامي
ترى قلب الهوى سهران

شربت الحب من كاسك
طعم الورد بأنفاسك
كنك عذب باحساسك
وأنا مغرم بك و ولهان

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حبيبي كان ما تدري
ترى حبك بدا يسري
فدمي وإنت يا عمري
سكنت بداخل الشريان

قطعنا الحب و دروبه
وصغنا روعة اسلوبه
حكاية عشق مكتوبة
وصرنا للهوى عنوان

This song is Dedicated to those who cared when I was having such a hard time facing my problems : 3nooD el-Maha [ LoL .. I always laughed on her nickname dunno why ! ] , shmoo5 , StilLoO & şoođ έℓмđàмз , FdaaaaitkoM girls walla a7ebkom <3

Wish You All Happiness Ever After

I'm a Girl, is it my Fault ?!!

Just before two minutes my mother and my big brother were having some arguments about how he’s out all the time .. so my brother asked Dad for some money , and my father gave him .. Mom was mad at Dads reaction , till that moment I had a big smile on my face .. but that smile disappeared when my mother shouted : "Don’t let him go .. he haven’t studied yet , and he has been out the whole week" .. do you guys know what was my fathers respond ? .. "let him hang out with his friends , he’s not a GIRL !!" .. I couldn’t hear anymore so I took myself out of the room as fast as I could and came - here - to my room so I can cry !! ..

Why can’t my father and every man who thinks the same way he does, just understand that we didn’t choose to be girls , I mean if I had the choice to choose me .. I definitely wouldn’t have chosen me , I probably would have chosen to be a boy , my words may surprise some of you , but it’s the truth that no girl till now in our society has facen it ..

Some of you may say : "what’s wrong with that girl , is she out of her mind" , and I say to anyone who thinks that am crazy : "AM NOT" , it’s because I know I'm right it’s , because am sick of being humiliated because of something I have no hand in , I'm sick of taking my fathers silly comments , I'm sick of hearing him telling my Mom that he wishes she had brought us all boys .. I'm sick of being blamed for being a GIRL , I'm sick of having to hear all of these stuff and keep my mouth shut .. I'm sick of having to smile in his face when ever I see him , and can never tell him how I truly feel about him being my dad and how do I feel being his daughter ..

I don’t hate my father , I love him .. I mean he’s my dad I can’t help it , but as my sister once said : "I love him , but I don’t have to show him my love .."

I wish I can shout , so that everyone can hear me and say : "I'm a GIRL .. , is it my FAULT ?!"

What a Shame !

What a shame I can't remember when was the Last Time I saw you :( .. What a shame I can't remember these amazing words of this lovely song you used to repeat when ever you saw me .. What a shame I can see a copy of you where ever I go , but can never see the real you .. What a shame I can't remember the places you used to take me .. What a shame I can't remember the car you used to drive ..

What a shame I Lost that little pink bag you bought me .. What a shame you went before you buy me the Bird you promised me to buy .. What a shame I keep wishing on every Birthday to see you again , but my wish never come true .. What a shame I never had the chance to tell you how much I loved you .. What a shame I have to see this innocent child you left behind and see in his eyes the same look you used to see me in and hope that one day I'll see your eyes .. What a shame I can't tell you how much I miss you .. What a shame that I keep staring at your picture for hours and know that I can do nothing but cry on the Wonderful times we spent together .. What a shame when ever our family gathers I wish you were there .. with us .. and between us , sharing us every second of our lives , every minute , every hour and every day ..

What a shame you went before saying : " Bye Marwaty " .. ya .. I remember , you used to call me Marwaty ... well I guess this is the only thing that I still believe that neither you nor I will forget .. and I will stay here waiting for the moment I hear you calling me again ..