Sunday, October 25, 2009

آهـ . .

Hey My Dear Lonely Page : ] ..
I've been meaning to post something new , but everytime I start writing . . I just don't feel like compeleting , so Sorry for that : )
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Nothing Speacial and worth mentioning happened to me since I last wrote to you dear page , except that Shebabna el-7ayawanat :@ walla 9edg 7ayawnaat b-Kel Ma Ta7mel el-Kelma Mn Ma3na . .
Shebabna ANIMALS , Yewa3a How do I discribe them ? :S
SO disgusting so LOATHE !! , 8ellat 7yaa !
el-Wa7da Ma Troom Te'6har Anymore :S . . !! v.v"

Ahh . . Enough of Shebabna el-Mo2rfeen >.<" Lets talk Shwayya About Flickr :S:S , Ahhh ! You won't believe it . .
M.7 is back to flickr , Walla Madrii sho elly 5alanii afta7 his account that day and I was SHOCKED to see that he uploaded two of his old pics , w-OMG YA GWAT 3AINAH :@ . . Mnazel One of the pix I edited (U)(U) !!
T5ayelaw how . . I can't 7atta discribe my feeling !!
aah . . I Can't help but say allah Ywafgah ! . . Walla I dunno what else to say , and I know I'mma Sound pethatic right now . .
Bss I Miss Him alot :'(

! لـو تغيـب الدنيـآ عمـرك مـا تغيـب ،، شـوف حـآلي آهـ من تطري علـي

Monday, October 12, 2009

Lazem !

Hey Dear Blog :D
Hmm . . So I guess bdaina Derasa Jad now :P
M.7. is Still in US. , w-Good news is that I'm accepting everything 5la9 :D .. blocked and deleted him from my list : ) . . 6ab3an that doesn't mean that I don't think about him like 24/7 . . bss it's a start , 9a7 ? :D
Bss 9edg En8ehart That Day When I Viewed his Flickr Account , Gabel Kan 7a6 Fee His Nickname " Bye Bye Flickr " , Bss Now Shallah w-7a6 , : " Washington D.C. " , I Felt Like this hole inside of me suddenly felt so huge :S . . and I Realized That Every sign of him , every clue which shows that he's alive somewhere very far just hurts me !! . . The thought that he's living this Perfect , happy Life. . makes me feel sorry for myself , Cause i'm here feeling Abandoned , left , alone , miserable . . but he's there Enjoying every part and detail of his NEW life ! : )
hmm . . Nothing much left to say except . .

! لازم أنا أنسى اللي جرى ، ، و الماضي من فكري أشله


With Love . .
Weewie

Monday, October 5, 2009

Back From QTR

Heey There My Lonely Page :D
Emm . . So dawamt only one week fel-School then I had to go to QTR - my Cousin's wedding - it was real FUN :D , w-I Really didn't wanna come back to AD :S , it's just so Stressless over there , You don't get bored , you don't get so lonely !
I Didn't wanna come back to AD , to my room , to my LT-which i spoiled btw :P and i'm using My bro's :-, to my school , to my roteen , to my Lonliness and especially . . I didn't wanna come back because **** went to USA Friday's night Or lets Say Saturday's morning His Flight was 2:00 a.m. I think 3rd Of Oct ,
He has this Scolarship so he went to study in I dunno what Uni !! Can't remember the name . . Now don't accuse me of being careless , but it has been a while since i last talked to him you knw -.-", w-Ofcourse he left without saying goodbye !!
Bss I Couldn't , I sent him a msg before I go to QTR and I totally didn't expect him to reply 7ata !! But to my surprise he did . . w-Laitah Ma Rad :S
I was Like : " Good Luck w-Allah Y7af'6eh . . . " and stuff , and " Hehe , u 2" was All he said !
I won't deny . . Te'6ayajt Wayed ! w-He Kinda 5arab 3alayya my trip to Doha , Bss Whatever You know ! . . I'm just Glad this whole thing is over , and I'mma Get over him sooner or later so a7la 6AF (H) !
oOh Yeah , and I'm Sick >.<" , There is a Possibility enna Ykoon Feyah Swine Flu :P . . LOOL !
hehe , La Bism ellah 3alayya . . Bss Today fel-School Kent Mjabla eL-A/C :'( , the good news is that I won't go to school tomorrow and hopefully the day after that :P

Peace ..
Weewz

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Last day of Summer :D

SHIT SHIT SHIIIIT :S !!
Tomorrow is my first day of school :S . . and What is it . . Like 3:05 a.m. , and guess what , I Can't Sleep -.-"
Nothing new ya3nii , bss no 7ARAM ! I need to rest before my first day of this SHIT !! I mean School -.-'' . . AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH , Feel like crying T.T , well . . not really , bss ya3nii :S
Sho haa ! I Should sleep . . EFFFF !!
anyway I'mma Talk about my day :D
I had a pretty good one (Y) . So I went out with my best friends :D , 6ab3an we're enjoying our summer till the last minute XD . . so we went to the marina :D
it Was SUPER fun . . There was 6ab3an wayed hotties :P w-They say I looked cute today (a) [and by they i mean my bffs :P]
So There was this really CUTE guy , Chii LOVELY ! Handsome , Tall , Around 20 or SO !! which is SO HOT !! He was really cute :P and omg he was totally checking me out !! :P .. Ewww okay I know that sounded SOOOO WRONG ! , bss No wallah :P , He wasn't checking me out in that disgusting way :P . . La 7laailah , He was just looking ya3nii !
Chii I was soo into this totally Cool story that I was telling My Friends all about it , and I noticed enna he was cute , bss ana chee 6af ya3nii so what :P . . so I moved my eyes 3ala 6ool . . bss When I Looked at him again . . guess what , he was still looking AT ME (AA) . . omg that was SO embarrassing ;$ . . Hehe (a) , and No he wasn't looking like he was Sar7an or something . . it felt like he was looking at me ya3nii :P
fa Chii est7aait and I thought noway I'm not even pretty , why would he check me out . . so Chi nazalt rasii and I was like : " What is he looking at ? " , and My friends were like . . : " YEAAAH ! WHY IS HE LOOKING AT YOU ! "
LOOOOL , That was soooo Fuunnnnnnnnny and REAL embarrassing ;$
emm . . We Really had fun today , I'm glad we enjoyed our last day of vacation xD

With Love . .
Weewz ;**

Friday, September 25, 2009

Boring night :P

Hey there my lonely page :D
emm , I don't really have anything in mind . . bss i'm really really bored w-i just finished reading this AMAZING story on this local girl's blog page :D
I am loving her story mashallah she is really good (Y) , it really makes me happy to see that there are actually girls who write and what's really great that she also have readers and stuff . . walla 7elw chii :D
ya3nii it truns out we locals aren't so pethatic as westerns discribe us . . aaah how much i despise them for that >.<" !!
so Back to my point :P . . Yeah I just finished All Her posts @.@ :P and I can't wait for her new one :D (Y)
Emm , so I think i'mma go back to reading "New moon" , since I stopped reading it in the holly month of Ramadan x'D . .
hmm . .
What else ???
oOh RIGHT !!
I just got back from AD mall and I saw my friend Shaden :D . . 7ayatiii me miss her LOADZ !! \o/
and Guess who ELSE did i see in AD MALL (A) !
One of my BFF's Cousin :P (aaa) DAMN he is HOT !! o.O" :P
LOOL . . but no 7araam , He is weld 3amha fel-a5eer -.-" I Can't steal him from her :P though she CLAIMS that she hates him -.-" , But I'm as HELL SURE she does NOT !! haha (6)
:P .. I'm seeing her tomorrow fel-Marina (a) . . oooh I can tease her about it all I want XD

So I guess This is it for tonight . . I'mma Hit the shower now :D
Till Next time :D . .
w-I Promise I Won't Be long :DDDD
Love You my Dear Lonely Page *kk*

Sunday, September 20, 2009

The Storm

The Storm Finally Arrived !
And I'm Left Alone . . Hurray , I'm back to being pathetic again *sighs*
Don't Blame me . . Walla '3adya a'67ak When I'm Sad
and Cry When I'm Happy . . Can't Control myself No more -.-"
Anyway , Back to my Point . . Yeah
I'm Left alone . . with no goodbyes , with no apologies , with nothing . . Not even with a note to tell me that I should stop dreaming , that I should stop Waiting or that I should stop sending messages . .
He didn't even bother to block & delete me from his MSN. List . . He left without asking me to forget about him . .
He Left me to face the storm all alone =') . . But I got what I deserve for trusting him . .

P.s. : " I'm Sure No One is Gonna Read This . . and I hope no one does ! . . Because I never talked about it to anyone , and by anyone I MEAN NO ONE ! . . And if anyone ever read this . . I hope That he Won't Open the subject with me . . and I know it's really weird to write about something in my blog that I don't want anyone to know about , but not having anyone to talk to and knowing that even if i talked about it no one is gonna understand . . is just making me go crazy . . and my blog has always been the first place I run to when I need to clear my mind off things "

Regards ..
Weewie

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Waiting for the Storm !

oOh How I Miss You My Dear Blog . .
And The Best Part Of it All , That I Write and I'm 100% Sure That No One is Gonna read it !
So Here I Go . .
Two Days Ago , I Realized That The Best Way to get Out of a Relationship . . is by Saying the Truth and Telling all the Lies you Told and bringing out all the Secrets you kept inside you the whole time !
And because I felt guilty I decided to do that , Because I'm not used to lying and Sneaking around . . I've Decided to come clean and Let it all out in the Air . .
Part of me Knew That that was the only way to break that relationship . . But the other Part Wanted that relationship so bad , and Was ready to hold onto any thread that would hold that relationship together !
So I Confessed everything . . and I was wrong , it didn't break the relationship like i thought , but it also didn't hold it together either . .
it kept it Hanging in the Air , waiting for the storm to come and wash it away !

Sunday, July 5, 2009

I Can't Talk about it !

It sucks to keep a secret ! .. and it sucks even more when you can't talk about this little secret to the ONLY person you feel comfortable discussing such a subject with !
And all that is just because that person just doesn't like talking about that subject that's bothering you !
I don't really understand ! .. I mean I know that life isn't fair ! But aren't Friends supposed to be there for each other, aren't families are meant to support each other !
Then Why is it I am always there when someone needs me !
why is it I am always Ready to talk about anything on that persons mind !, so that she knows that I will hold her hand every step of the way !
But when I Come to her , when I Start mentioning the subject, her face changes and she gives me this look which says : " Stop it there " which totally says : " Don't Complete ! "
Why Does She Roll Her Eyes , and Starts staring at the ceiling when I Talk to her about it !
Why Does She Do that !
I'm Lost .. and I need someone to hold my hands this one time !
Why is The only person I see is NO ONE !

Sunday, March 8, 2009

I Expect ..

Hey All
hope your having a pleasant day, because honestly I'm not.

I'm writing this post and I have two exams tomorrow [Chemistry and Geology].
I also have two red eyes drown in tears !
You know, I always knew I had a problem, but never knew what it is !. But I think it's all clear now.
I expect ! .. I expect too much !
I expect people them to understand me when I need someone to understand what I'm being through ! [ But I'm seriously starting to believe that I'm impossible to understand ]
I expect them to feel me when I'm down.
I expect them to comfort me when I need comforting.
I also expect to have the people I LOST back .. To be able to hold them once more .. And to be able to tell them how much I loved them for once .. To say the goodbye we NEVER said .. And to have one more memory to hold on to.
I expect people to do the things I want them to do ..
But Guess What ! .. They NEVER Do what I expect them to !
,, and I'm Done Expecting !


So I'm gonna take this opportunity to promise myself this : " I WILL NEVER EXPECT ANYTHING FROM PEOPLE EVER AGAIN " .. And if I ever do ! I will Remember this day and what happened in this exact moment, and because i know myself more than anyone else .. I know that I will stick to my promise .. Because despite all the bad points in me .. This is the one thing I know it will never change .. I'M A GIRL OF MY WORD !

So to all those people out there who share me the same problems .. I say : " This is a day to change our habits and get new ones .. one of them will always be [ NOT EXPECTING ] "

Yours Ever .. Weewie

Monday, December 22, 2008

Heroes

Hey There ,, ^^

Well, first of all i should say that i have finals, but I just can't study .. instead I am downloading heroes !.. but it's really worth not studying for =P
And I wanna tell you guys somethings about it ;)


Em , I'm gonna start with the characters or lets say the heroes -and i must say I LOVE them-

Milo Ventimiglia
as "Peter Petrelli"
-he's kinda the most important one =D-
he is a nurse for now =P
he thinks he can fly because he dreamed about it but .. I won't say =P
but what I'm gonna say is that I'm so in LOVE with him =S-

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Adrian Pasdar
as "Nathan Pertelli "
he's Peters Brother
and a successful political
he's running for congress
he can fly

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Santiago Cabrera
as "Isaac Mendez"
a very talented painter
who has the ability of painting the future when he's under the effect of drugs
but he realizes that he can paint the future without the drugs

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Tawny Cypress
as "Simon Deveaux"
she's Isaacs Girl friend
isn't capable of anything and couldn't understand these powers
so she decides to leave him when he tries to tell her about his ability
her father is sick and Peter takes care of him
and Peter is secretly in love with her

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Masi Oka
as "Hiro Nakamura"
he has the ability to stop time and travel through space
and when he discovered his powers
he took the responsibility of saving the world
and took his Best Friend "Ando" as his partner in his mission

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Hayden Panettiere
as "Claire Bennet"
an adopted Cheer Leader
who has the ability to heal herself from any wound
so technically she can't Die -impressive huh-

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Jack Coleman
as "Noah Bennet"
a mysteries man who has no power
works in a company which locks people with abilities
to stop them from doing any harm to the world
but his family thinks he is working in a paper factory

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Sendhil Ramamurthy
as "Mohinder Suresh"
He's the son of a scientist who worked to find
such people who had abilities but he died
so Mohinder decided to complete what his father started
and explain for these special ones how there abilities work
and warn them of what might face them
he hasn't got any powers except that he is extremely intelligent

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Ali Larter
as "Niki Sanders"
she has the weirdest ability of them all
sometimes she looks in the mirror
but she doesn't see herself
she sees someone else reflection
someone who looks like her
but has a tattoo on her back and is strong enough
to lock her in the mirror and replace Niki

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Noah Gray
as "Micah Sanders"
Niki and D.L.s Son
He's Pretty smart
and he can talk to machines !

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Leonard Roberts
as "D.L. Hawkins"
Niki's Husband who leaves her she and her child
who is also a serial killer

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Greg Grunberg
as "Matt Parkman"
a good Cope who hates his life
and believes he can be better in his job
but his life changes after he discovers
that he can read minds
and uses his ability to get some promotions

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and Finally
Zachary Quinto
as "Sylar"
his real name is Gabriel
he changed his name when he decided to be a killer
I'm not sure how his ability works exactly
but what I'm sure of is that he has this hunger
to kill anyone who has powers and take their abilities
so he only kills the ones with powers

I just finished volume three and I was shocked to know that there is other volumes, I just wanna know what's gonna happen in the end .. but I'm getting used to HEROES !